Disappointment .
i'm utterly disappointed in my younger sister .
utterly disappointed in me being an older brother .
gah .

well , today went to watch house bunny with :
dict , darrell , joel , jordan , manfred , gilbert .
buy ice cream eat in the cinema .
then during movie me & joel & darrell make alot noise .
well i made the most noise .
i was like " snotty bitches " then the people behind laugh .
hehehe .

& Vanessa , my big sister ,
hehan , [ insert nickname ]
& the rest ,
Jiayous for chionging art !
we can do it !
We'll go sec 3 !
Gambatte desune !

signing off ;

i was fine ,
till 7 : 05 .

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 8:19 PM

procrastination ,
gah i'll post somehing later .

signing off ;

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 2:12 PM

here comes my moody shit complains about life .
i think i'm just emo or something .

ever felt like giving up on friends & just screaming out loud ?
you know people used to care for you , but now they treat you as thrash ?
i can name 10 people whom i used to think as friends or loved ones .
but won't it be bull shit ?
everyone's forgetting about me huh .
yeahyeah push me away .
blah .
now that you've new friends .
you throw the old ones away ?
hello ; i'm not some novelty toy to shove aside .

jokes are fun .
darrell eng's jokes are like what they show on the show punk'd .
but simpler .
we punk'd joel & dict they all cos they left the b'ball court early .
by saying that i palto them to mr singh .
man , the way dict responded & joel responded was hellofafunnyshit .
joel was like :
"Hello , Darryl ? You suck man you motherfucking bitch ! "
i was ' wtf ' ?
i was laughing like crap .
but jokes over .
blame it on darrell eng .
i had nothing to do with it .
please , please don't kill me .
i'm an innocent boy .

signing off .

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 8:00 PM

feels like just yesterday that exams just started .
ending already so soon .
come to think of it , i kinda like exams .
except for those super duper chiong papers .
those nerve - wrecking , fingernail - biting , heart - pumping papers ,
eg ; eoy's .
but hey , studying's kinda fun if you do it alone !
cos no one likes being around me ahahahahs .

next thing ,
i'm gonna discuss about dota here .
the new 6.55 map was an eye - opener at first .
everyone was waiting for it .
now , i have to say , it sucks .
the new heroes : Admiral ProudMoore : "Captain Coco"
& some Windrunner bitch .
the map's bigger .
roshan has a armor aura .
his aegis lasts for 500 seconds .
there's phase boots .
items are different .
there's some true sight item .
blah blah .
i'm sooooo gonna stick to 6.54b .

i like jonas brothers ,
idk why .
my sister & i record our songs thru some thing called audacity .
zzz .
yes i'm gay , but singing has become a part of my life , eh ?
not just in the toilet , & on stage .
but hey , you might see me in america on tour with my sis one day :D

3days to endless fun :D

signing off ;

cause an empty room can be so loud ,
there's too many tears to drown them out .

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 2:37 PM

Relationships .
you know , i really like to think stuff in depth like life & all sorts .
i like it , like thinking about relationships & how it can just happen like that .
singaporean relationships are not my type , like stead here there .
etc .

watching american pie , not just because its kinda hot & has mature themes .
it really gets you to know about life , like in relationships .
how a guy changes for a girl , a really big impact .
its not easy to change , i know .
but matt did that all for the girl he liked .
just knowing that she's smiling but she doesn't know you're watching is nice .
i always have that feeling toward my crush , though she doesn't know that .

ah , love .
such a nice thing but tough thing to handle .
i'm just not cut out for singaporean style .
america ftw .

signing off ;
don't you just like it ,
when you're in my tender embrace ?
silently , i hid .
till one day , i finally come to grace .

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 4:52 PM

you know , guys .
i'm prolly gonna fail maths because of all this chaotic last minute revision .
but , some of my friends at least gave me some confidence .
some just tell me that last minute revision is useless .
but for me i think it's not revision .
i've really not been paying attention to my maths for the pass year ,
& i think this , for me is learning .
but thinking thru it , i think its practically impossible for me to pass maths .
i'm probably not gonna go to sec 3 next year .
that's fucking fucked up .
sorry guys .

signing off .
going back to the corner where i first saw you ,
gonna camp in my sleeping bags , i'm not gonna move .

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 7:03 PM