i'm terribly sorry for whoever reads this;
it's just to vent my frustration;
&& at the same time express my opinions.
thankyou.
okay; here goes.
only one word to say.
Fuck.I worked so hard for the minime fencing competition;which is held in the early parts of the schooling year.i though; "hey, i'm not bad, maybe i can at least put up a fight."but NO;the fucking 'c' division was cancelled;due to not enough opponents to fight us?so a certain teacher-in-charge of fencing& my coach;don't get me wrong; i don't hate them.
brought liangxian up to 'b' division.i'm like; so pissed.he said we had to maintain a good attendance;& so far the boys i know doing that are me& tsz ho.not liangxian; not bryan; not nigel.i understand that kenny can be in; as he's a senior.but nigel cos he's a leftie;that's why you think he's good?don't come& crap with me.
8 WHOLE MONTHS.all my hard work has been gone to waste; because they think i'm not good enough?please luh;i can beat liangxian& tsz ho just like how they can win me.it's even between us 3.nigel cos he got bronze in the first minime?he's a leftie;sabre lefties are hard to fence luh.people say next competition those not in this one;sure in the next one?what if the next one oso not enough people?how to answer that?JUST SAY YOU GUYS LIKE THE PERSON.
YOU GUYS ARE BIASED.call me 'mr idol' sound like you like me?deep inside; you're just being a hypocrite.coach oso; everything oso come say me.my fault this; my fault that.EVERYONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS QUITTED FENCING;
BUT DID I?
NO. IT'S BECAUSE I HAVE PASSION.
JUST CAUSE YOU DON'T COME EVERYDAY TO SEE US.
YOU CAN ASSUME THE BEST OF THE TEAM COME EVERYDAY?
USE YOUR EYES& SEE.
SEE HOW HARD I WORK;
REPORT AS EARLY AS I CAN.
JUST TO TRAIN MORE.
I'M ALREADY ABOUT THE LEVEL OF EVERYONE IN THE TEAM.i plead with you guys;let me be in this.i'll prove to you.i'll prove to everyone.i'm not the guy i used to be.i'm stronger;better.& even if i lose,at least i know i tried my best.like my dad says;
"no competitive player wants to be on the bench."& this competition; is my first shot for a shiny gold trophy in my case.
signing off.
i'm so lost;i'm barely here.
i wish I could explain myself;
but words escape me.
it's too late;
to save me.
you're too late.
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 6:09 PM
Hello (:
the geek's back in the houseee!firstly;
i would like to wish,
my fencing captain;
Ernest,
Bon Voyage on his trip to Italy to fence!
Bring us back presents :DNext;
Valeriebestie &michael on their 2nd month!
stay happy together yeahs! (:hmms;
tuhday had emcee training,
was so fun at first, walter had his '
your mamma' jokes.
everyone was throwing jokes around;
laughter all round!
&& i made a new friend;
hidayat!
he's sec1 &he's really cool.after that;
was
soooo tired;
couldn't help lying down.
but
Dominic keep disturbing me.
then cannot sleep;just stand there do nothing.
walking out from school;
saw
melrize(: &
huimin,
i was like, she's probably not gonna notice me.
in the end;she did.
whee; was like, happy luhs.
finally saw me& smile.
ohoh!
tomorrow's late-for-school day!
sleep
latelate &play
latelate!whee;
signing off(:
ILOVEYOU,melrizengsumei(:
why don't you feel the same way?
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:18 PM
koniichiiwa!
the geek is back(:
tuhday went to tampinesmall with mum& sis.
go yamaha buy my guitar pick;
cos jordan tore my last pick.
i'm soooo not gonna lend him again :D
went to popular to buy assessments.
saw a few storybooks that were damn interesting luhs.
bought only one though;its really nice.
a really gripping story;with a interesting storyline.
shifting between different characters;aat anytime,without you knowing it.
it's a detective novel called;
peter robinson's : friend of the devil.
nicenice(:
saw brandon yeahs;
he said later he going baptised.
yayy :D he will become one with god!
then it was raining;
but we went to go yakunkayatoast there eat.
the food okayokay uhs.
walkwalk around;
saw this shirt at samuel&kevin.
i waaaaant !
hope my mom will buy for me yeahs.
lols,sounded like a girl for a minute there.
i'm not gay; am i? o.o
went home;now i'm here posting!
time to crawl back to my book :D
signing off(:
i'm just a geek,what can i say?
but when our eyes finally meet;
you'll see.
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:54 PM
TUHDAY WAS PRETTY FUN :D
hmms;wanted to call hehan;
but forgot he went to m'sia.
oh well (:
met up with mike jordan& kheng at whitesands interchange.
had a nice low blow greeting from kheng.
sooo nice uhs.
walked to the park.
rented bikes &chiong-ed away!
whee;
saw aloysius &jonathan.
aloysius grabbed michael bike behind then get free ride.
cool sehs.
we pang seh jordan leave him there (:
came back then slack at the blading ring there.
liangxian came.
we were like; wtf?
slackslackslack.
wait for donnie& spencer sian;
then cyclecycle go playground.
a friggin bee was after me; kheng said it likes me.
i was like; get the hell away,shooo!
finally shook it off.
then donnie call me.
we go meet them,
cycle cycle awhile then;
go meet melrize(: bestievalerie & shiyi at whitesands.
seriously didn't know what tuh do.
just slack slack slack.
go arcade play awhile;made the girls wait.
i'm like; wanna kill myself.
soo un-gentlemanly D:
went to eat;
melrize was like; hi to me& kheng,
while we were queue-ing up.
i was like; wtf?
pfft;
childishhh :D
eateateat then go playground there slack;around there.
kheng& jordan& me tio taupok.
lols.
got chased by them.
michael landed on my stomach;
painpain.
then go interchange waitwait.
kheng go meet his sister;
left me &michael with the 3 girls:D
nothing much to say.
pretty much shy to talk.
went off;
wanted to send her home,although she rejected me.
i've no right to do that anyway.
walked with mike to downtown bus-stop.
3 came;took it.
so bored on the bus.
signing off;
how long must i wait?
probably an eternity or two before a spark ignites between you& me.
wishing;
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 8:47 PM
sup y'all;
tuhday i shall be
nicenice &waste around 3minutes of your time;
cos you'll be reading my post [:
had fencing today &coach wasn't really angry with me today;
yay!
fenced quite well &coach actually said;
in his accent;
"darryl, good lunge, good."
it was like, sweet yeah [:
i was walking towards the bus stop;
saw
hadi lee &he saw me;
he was like;
"OHNO,OHNO,God please NO!"
i was like,smiling ;P
hadi knew he was gonna die.
i wanted to gayy him,but he backed off.
i told them jokes on what twonine dudes do in class;
or outside class.
was like fucking laughing away;
and some pasirrisprimary girls heard us;they were like laughing.
stupid uhs, so nosey.
went on the bus;
was so mature enough to not disturb;
yes,i am indeed a nice person :D
tuhmorrow's good friday;
which is good.
i can sleep latelate :D
sms me peepos!
signing off [:
sosorryit'sover,sosorryit'sover;
there'ssomuchmorethatiwanted&;
there'ssomuchmorethatineeded&;
timekeepsmovingon&on&on;
sooni'llbegone.
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 6:32 PM
hey peepos :D
i had dinner with my father's side of the family ytd;
cos my auntie struck the lottery,we had a BIGBIG treat [:
whee;
was at clarke quay;
some classy japanese restaurant :DD
i had some tenderloin steak thing.
the description say:
"tender &juicy tenderloin steak together with mashed potatoes"
then i see; wah, like damn nice.
$28.80 =X
then my cousins salmon steak came;
was like so big uhs.
make my mouth water uhs.
then waitwait until mine come.
then when it came;
i was like : wtf? so small portion?
the beef was cut into cubes; then they were like cuddled in the corner.
so little.
i drank my cocktail and took a bite.
nicenicenice!
then eateateat and talktalktalk
finish then i go order a dessert called;
my favourite softtoy, COOKIE MONSTERRR :D
was like UBER nice luhs!
drinkdrink so fast until brain freeze.
then me &my cousin go sit near the river there,
cooling uhs.
wanted to take pictures;but my phone's camera sucks.
so; can't uhs, sorry peepos.
saw bungie rocket sia;
like so cool;
then my cousin was like ranting about how we had no balls to take;
pfft, childishh!
was like scary uhs.
almost wanted to take [:
then walkwalk to the mrt;
goo homee D:
wished that the night would never end;
melrize, next time invite yoos with mybestie & urtwinnie;
together with her ____ :D
tomorrow's school already;
sigh;
better chiong my work,
didn't even touch.
forgot everything uhs.
signing off [:
cursemyenemiesforever,let'sslitourwrists&burndownsomethingbeautiful;
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 12:34 PM
wheehoos; hey peepos!i'm like so bored luhs;
tried to do my math homework tuhday;but suddenly everything don't know how to do.
GAHH.screw my brain uhs.
hmms;
finally got dota on my com;
thanks to
darrelleng.so long never play; then now i'm like a
TOTAL NOOB.Help wanted;
a teacher to teach me maths;
and dota [:ohoh! anyone knows how to style your hair like
tom delonge's hair in the video;
always by blink182? he's the singer;
if yes; please teach me uhs.hope i'll be hyper sometime later;valerie bestie; make me hyper uhs! && melrize please don't hate me uhs ;Dkayskays;
fencing &emceee training tomorrow.
signing off;
fatefellshortthistime;yoursmilefadesinthesummer;placeyourhandinmine;i’llleavewheniwanna [:
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 6:30 PM
Yay, finally can post;
thanks to valerielee(:
for making my internet work;
cos i play games with her then can!
wheehoos;
hmms; tuhday wanted to go out,
but was raining;
so i stayed at home like no life liddat;
stand at com; staring the screen there.
gosh,i'm retarded.
yeah; so hyper now,
thanks to valerielee again yeahs!
we have just formed a group called;
the peepos who have a screw loose somewhere in the head :D
that was a mouthful.
valerielee oh valerielee;
let's be hyper peepos always uhs!
cancancan? :DD
play games till liddat luhs!
pool& tictactoe &scissorspaperstone;
funfunfun!
tuhday was quite a fun day yeahs; BUT
have fencing tomorrow; tiringtiring uhs!
signing off; [:
picturesofyou; picturesofme;
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:57 PM
woah; can't take it,
have to blog!
kay; first i would like to show you guys a poster of a competition;
something like s'pore idol.
it gives away a
JUICY,COLD,HARD, cash prize for the winner of the solo;
&& a
Epiphone Les Paul Electric Guitar for the winner of the bands;
and guess what;
My Dearest,coolest &suave big-brother;
Farhan Shah Bin Ramlan, or Effess;
you rock-core mann.
got into the semi-finals! whee;
let's give him three-cheers; and support him all the way!
your this lil'bro here; will DEFINITELY support you;
no matter what, as you do to me!
kays; back to normal size =X
i made two new friends this week.
valerielee ; 2/4 de.
&& xinying ; the 'NICENICE' person ;P
today i like abit no life uhs.
nothing to do at home; cus my psp spoil.
rawrr.
anyone wanna go out; gimme a call, i try sneak out :D
hmms;
tuhday had fencing.
coach gave me a tongue-lashing;
cos i was sort of "dancing" to the beat of the song while fencing.
pfft ; care him.
then picnic-ed with eugene ng,liang & ryanangyen.
kheng came; after that him &liang did the ;
MadTV : Gay Gangster thing.
funny seh; cos liang was like, soo gay.
kheng oso. yeahhs.
then, walked with ryanangyen to the bus-stop,
took 3 & went home.
was like so tired when i got home.
but after i showered; suddenly a burst of energy came.
then so enthu; on music &started head-banging.
I'm so weird uhs.
effess bro; rock on.
win this for us!
signing off;
shortygotlowlowlowlowlowlowlow;
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 8:11 PM
whees; ellos!
today was
cheeringcomp&
x-country!wheehoo!
2/9 got
2nd in sec2; yays.
rock on guys [:
&&
mrleung's saxophone solo was like nice luhs;but,
i think teachers can't help luhs :D yayyyys.
& jolene jie was so
cool dancing with razzan;
coming from your didi uhs [:
jie love you luhs ! but;still cannot recognize me =.=
then x-country;
was like going to puke during the run; and got a stitch.
BUT;
i got eighth place in the sec2 yeahs;&& 2/9 got best team for sec2!
wheehoo;
twoninewillrockyoudownthehouse.then went downtown with my new best friend;
wangyensoon!
took bus with him& his friends.
then he went off; but laura didn't want him too.
CHILDISH luhs.
haiyo;
laura, grow up.
tuhday rocked;
&&
effess bro; come back to PRCS mann!
if you read this, please say
YES mannn.
signing off;
comeonletmeholdyou,touchyou,feelyou;alwayskissyou,taste you,allnight;always [:
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 8:32 PM
seriously not feeling like posting.
but,what the heck;
i'll put on a smilee :D
okays;cheering today!
yeahs;2/9 did it;three-cheers [:
fun luhs :D
went to eat with benedict, joel& mike.
was trying burning stuff with a lighter sia,
the benedict go try burn leaf, gravel and all that shit.
we nth better do sit under void deck;talk talk.
then went home;
sat down and played my guitar, was like; so fucking
sad;
dunno why luhs.
guess it's my fault that we're in this.
sorry.
crosscountry's tomorrow; whee.
2/9 rock kays; let's do our best!
signing off. sorrymyfault; i'mjustfuckedup.
and there hearts all over the world tonight;
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 8:07 PM
hohos :D ellos.
today had cheering;
first part not fun;was playing DJ max while nixau& justus were watching.
then; celeste& marilyn was like thinking of dance steps;
then the" everything in school you've lost,don't worry we'll find it all" part;
had a sort of low-bow ur ownself,then i tried.
donavon put his hand below my "didi" and i landed on it.
ouch.
then was like laughing like shit sia.
then the guys had our parts practiced;big guys carry the small guys
we're supposed to carry banners, us small guys.
it's like uber funnn.
whee;
then went for mc speech day thing practice.
okayokay luhs; i guess.
then went home.
super tired on the bus =.=
that's all [:
signing off :D wishicouldholdyouinmyarmsandneverletgo.
it's nine in the afternoon and your eyes are the size of the moon; whee.
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 6:49 PM
Here's the pics :D Please puke if you have to xD
Have fun :D
signing off [: again.
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:13 PM
yo yo!
went lunch wif benedict, che wei, destin& manfred.
go mac eat then after we eat, benedict bo liao go make some weird thing;
comprised of:
-bbq sauce
-curry sauce
-ice
-tissue
-cabbage
not sure what else;
see it for urself in the next post :P
then went running.
netballers were late; due to some unknown reason.
so fun; shiok shiok windy windy de;
i like never sweat. YEAH!
going fencing made my stamina increase alot.
whee;
ate the jelly ice-cream;the b-j ice-cream! :P
compared who can make the longest =.=
think darrell suck until like so long luhs.
then went home and called
her [:
so happy luhs :D
Countdown to Cross Country; 3 days away!
signing off [: 040308 [: protectingyoualways; i'myourguardianangel.
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 8:38 PM
hey heys y'all :D
today we had cheering;
andand i was like soooo enthu luhs =.=
so cool sia; michael said that vanessa mus pay him 5bucks,
IF he creates a drum-beat.
He was joking, but vanessa gave him the 5bucks.
cool.
heys, if i beatbox can i get paid? ;D
whee; moving on.
fencing after that; coach was not so angry with me todays.
yays [:
learnt that new line lunge& the shoulder touche.
had speech dayy mc practice.
i was like not feeling well, kept dosing off D:
mrs henry said i was too over-confident; i'll try to work on that,
and i fidget too much; okay, loss for words on that.
Countdown to cross country :D 4 days away!
signing off [: wishingonastarthatwe'llbetogether.
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:06 PM
Hohos, ellos all [:
finally created my new blog after quite awhile.
credits goe to MELISSA for helping me;love ya jie[:
kaes.
my mom baked cookies today!
was not bad anyways.
i helped by EATing them up yeahs :D
cross country's on friday;same as cheering!
jiayous on cheering to 2/9-ers [: let's all work together as a class!
signing off [:
went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 7:18 PM
