i'm bored.
i'm just blogging cos people have been telling me my blog is dead.
well it's not.

i have no idea why i woke up so early today,
i have a headache; and i'm grumpy, so there.
i saw he han's blog quiz thing, and it made me laugh alot,
i almost fell off the chair.

okay, i almost forgot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLAYEEEEEEEEE. [:
you're 14 now, must be mature like me.
yeah.

let's see.
i just wanna say a few things.

my coach is a friggin bastard.

liangxian has iron fists, not to mention iron balls.

i like grapes.

i think that's it.

signing off,

her eyes are so there,
they're greener;
here eyes are so there;
&they're meaner.

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 11:45 AM

thanks yo;
for the wishes guys, you guys made my b'day enjoyable.
love ya lots [:
i r 14 na0.
&&thanks for the wedding card;
saying happy birthday girl -.-

went with mike, kheng, hehan, liang& jordan to vivo for my bd.
we were like watching my psp game videos; on the ride.
the videos were;
johnny coxville,
the cup test; all in the game JACKASS.
hehan laughed like crazy.
lol.

they were surprised to see me in pink;
what's wrong with me wearing pink?
RAWR.


then we go eat carl's jr.
michael was so retarded; LOL.
i couldn't finish my burger, sad faceeeee.

then we go watch 'The Happening'; *cue scary music: dam dam daaaaaaam.*
it's okay only;
only people killing themselves.

then i got my birthday dunk, in the vivo pool by the famous five!
i was so friggin wet; the lady near us say; want throw throw further.
wth yo.
then got wrestling; i post the pics& vids some other time.

then went candy empire; blan some sweets.
bought alotta sweets; then train-ed home.

today was fun yo;
thanks to my good mates;
thanks guys, you guys rock.

&&happy belated bestie day to me &valerie lee[:
3months& going , yo.

thanks again yo,

signing off yo[:

how long have i been waiting;
to be a better man;
i gotta tell you that i love you;
in the best way that i can.

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 10:31 PM

yeah!
my bd is in like 2&half hours time;
i'm finally gonna be 14 [:

&next;
a BIG;
Happy Father's Day to my daddy;
though he may nag at me constantly,
he still rocks.

hooyeahs;
i went to stay over at my cousin's house,
was so fun;
stayed up till 6am gaming& drinking.
we were drinking my cousins concoction,coke vodka.
dam nice; but i was high, lol then cannot sleep.

then ytd went to Gillman's seafood restaurant at;
telok blangah for father's day dinner with my whole family.
man the food was awesome; &they were babes there ;P
LOL.

here's the list so far to go out tmr;
destin.
liangxian.
mike.
karkheng.
jordan.

the invites are;
kiko; kheng's calling.

those who wanna come;
please ring me,message or msn me.
thanks aights [:

signing off;

just beat it, beat it;
no one wants to be defeated;
show em how funky strong is your fight;
it doesn't matter who's wrong or right;
just beat it.

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:32 PM

firstly; the post.
i'm NOT angry;
period.

secondly;
every guy wants the girl of his dreams;
to be happy aights?
if you're happy with him;
i give you my blessing to be with him.

thirdly;
everything i did for you;
was on my own accord;
i also never say you tell me do one -.-

fourthly;
you're NOT a bitch!
you're my fatty fat cute little friend ;D
at least i think so.
so don't think that i'm scolding luh;
little dumdum [:

if you're happy with him;
i give you my blessing aights?
be happy, that's what i want you to be [:

little girl, we cool aights?
peace [:

signing off!

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:47 PM

it's amazing how things ;
aren't always you expected it to be;
aights?

you guys know something?
i don't know if melrize liked me or not until last night;
but i knew that she also liked some other guy.
idk, but i wanted to ask for stead today,
but i found out she has a stead;
i'm not against anyone here but i'm just letting all this out;
i just gotta let it out; you know.
work it out;
sweat it out.

when i saw those four words at first;
i love my superman,
i thought to myself; i'm gonna be that superman for her.
childish, i know, but you can't help it when you like someone.
but the three words on her post;
you guys should already know;
it's like what the fish man.

i may not give her good things;
but i know i CAN give her good things in time;
but whatever.

here's the last 4 songs i'll ever give you;
3 now; but i've only the mood for 1.
1 coming soon.

it's not over; secondhand serenade.

my tears run down like razorblades,
&no i'm not the one to blame ,it's you,or is it me;
and all the words we never say, come out;
&now we'ere all ashamed;
& there's no sense in playing games;
when you've done what you can do.

but now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
we had the chance to make it;
now it's over,it's over, it can't be over;
i wish that i could take it back;
but it's over.

i lose myself in all these fights;
i lose my sense of wrong& right;
i cry, i cry;
i' shaking from the pain that's in my head;
i just wanna crawl into my bed& throw away the life i led;
but i won't it die, i won't let it die.

but now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
we had the chance to make it;
now it's over,it's over, it can't be over;
i wish that i could take it back.

i'm falling apart, i'm falling apart;
don't say this won't last forever;
you're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart;
don't tell me that we will never be forever;
we could be over&over;
we could be, forever;

i'm falling apart, i'm falling apart;
don't say this won't last forever;
you're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart;
don't tell me that we will never be forever;
we could be over&over;
we could be, forever.

it's not over,it's not over;
it's never over;
unless you let it take you;
it's not over,it's not over;
it's not over;
unless you let it break you;
it's not over.

the other two songs;
still in love with you by jonas brothers;
with me by sum 41.

there are other fish in the sea;
like karkheng said;
you're not the only fish for me;
i may not be the fish for you;
but maybe one day you'll regret this;

because i'm gonna say this;
Asta La Vista; Melrize.

signing off.

is is broken?
can we work it out?
let's light up the town;
scream out loud.

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 6:10 PM

here are the pictures from the first day of camp(:
enjoy.

here you go, valeriekhoo!



aights, that's about it.
signing off again(:

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:12 PM

fencing camp.

this fencing camp wasn't really what we all expected,
there was scary;tough;tiring& enjoyable moments.
firstly we had like 3hours of free while the others were training.
uber boooooring;
sit there do nothing.
but at one time we were like the yamakasi;
cool manxzxz.
we set off at 12.00;
&on the bus we were all soo gay.
shall post pictures some other time.
ate superdog with destin& liang, damn nice luhs.
training at beach& tough but fun;
dinner at vivo; bought bk& sat at the plaza to see 3little babies running naked around.
i think destin was the one most interested ;D
the trip back kinda gay also;
cos we were all about masturbation& such.
shall not post further details;
went back to class& change.
we go down slack;
now this was kinda scary.

while i was playing an oh-so fun match of captain's ball with the sec3's;
destin,eugene ng,darrell& darren koh;
go down to the bombshelter &puff,
with eugene& darrell playing on top of the shelter;
when darren eng was near,he sensed a ghost/spirit or whatever.
it was a ghost boy from jap occupation;
wanting to play with the guys;
following them even when the go back.
big big eyes O.O ;D
he was like sweating when he walked past me; then he whispered: be careful.
finished the captain's ball game; we won.
then go back class; going to sleep that time they do some ritual.
me,nigel& tsz ho stand there talk talk.
whole night so sian, like nothing to do.
just talk, play, talk, play.

then 6.00 wake up; wash up.
pack up; then went down to breakfast;
butter bread with milo.
i ate like 6 breads; all dip in milo.
nice sia.
inspirational speech from mrneo &went home under the rain.

today was with nivash after fencing;
took free food from the npcc sergeant& go void deck eat.
i eat mine& nivash eat his;
i ate 1 out of 2 packs,nivash 2 out of 5 packets.
rest throw.
we talked about our personal lives;
&personally,
nivash, if you read this.
JUST GIVE UP ON HER.
you told me things i didn't know;
now i think she's a bitch.

7days till i'm 14.

signing off.

you left without a single word;
not even sorry;
it might've hurt to hear to say;
i'm leaving goodbye;
but your smile still makes my heart sink, another sad song;
i can't forget it;
i won't regret it;
cos i'm still in love with you(:

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 5:53 PM

Happy Birthday to Melrize(:
happy birthday to you!
you're 14 now aights?
more smiles& laughters with each year;
i'm always here for you, girl.

i'm dedicating this song to you;
specially written.


your that girl on the street;
with pretty eyes& that cute smile;
when you laugh;
my heart melts;
&when you cry;
i try my best to cheer you up.

hey girl, it's your birthday;
so don't feel down;
just turn that frown;
straight downside up;
cause you know we're here for you.

parents may nag;
they're a drag, i know;
but just forget all about that;
&listen closely, look into my eyes;
they'll tell you it's gonna be okay;
everything's gonna be okay.

hey girl, it's your birthday;
so don't feel down;
just turn that frown;
straight downside up;
cause you know we're here for you.

&when you feel the world crashing down on you;
just close your eyes& think about us;
&we'll come to your rescue;
just hop-on this one way bus to nowhere;
cause it's your birthday, girl.


i know it's nothing special;
i know she doesn't like me or whatever;
but i just had to write it.

ohoh; my coach sucks.
he's a faggot;& bias-ed guy.
but i'm not afraid of him;
rawr(:

tmr's camp! yeah.
once again, Happy Birthday Melrize.

signing off(:

best thing bout tonight's that we're not fighting;
could be that we had been this way before?
i know you don't think that i'm trying;
i know you're wearing things down to the core;
but hold your breath.

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 8:29 PM

so many things happened these few days;
i think; so many that i cannot remember.
well; all i could remember was that,
ytd i went to the 2/4 chalet;
&that today i went to see the compassvale kids with 2/6 guys.

the chalet was ytd was enjoyable;
firstly i met melrize; bestievalerielee; shiyi;tsz ho; farhan& edmund at
costa sands downtown.
i got tsz ho to pass the present to melrize;
then we went bowling.
tsz ho is like good; he top the scoreboard.
& i found out shiyi's name is nikki; LOL.
around 6-7 set; i got same score as bestie.
i was like cool, that's sooo strange.
then the 2/3 girls came; then went off.
then jolina,the little hongster came with her friend.
she stand there slack only; like emoemo.
wanted to go redhouse; but me farhan& brennan didn't.
we go back chalet slack.
OHOH! i made 3 new friends;
my rocker friend; germaine aka ZAYNE!
my friendfriend; nasirah!
my otherfriendfriend; nuraini!
after we had crazyfunfun;
melrize they all came back.
after awhile; i went back.
i call eugene send me;farhan also.
bestie;melrize&shiyi also come;
they say wan go central after that.
bus-ed home.

today training was supposed to be at 9, i came at 11.
i didn't know; maybe never listen.
then follow liangxian& 2/6 peoples go park visit the kids.
eugene eng also come.
nothing interesting;
just rent bikes;
play awhile.
ohyeah, liangxian fall ALOT of times.
&& aloysius has alot of money.
next time i blan fries first can(:

shelikedthepresent(:

yeahyeahyeah fencing camp is coming.
wooooo.

&&i hate my dad.
he thinks i'm hopeless.

my bald-headed brother; farhan!

randomness.

signing off(:

cos tonight will be the night that i will fall for you;
over again;
don't make me change my mind.
i won't live to see another day;
i swear, it's true;
cos a girl like you's impossible to find,impossible to find.

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:48 PM

heyhos!

firstly; i wanna wish michael a BIG BON VOYAGE;
for his trip to england; we'll all miss you; i think.
especially karkheng, cos he's gay, he said it.
bring us photos& presents! ;P

ytd i went to my cousins house for b'day;
funfunfun,play bomb bag,drink vodka/bacardi(:
my cousin make vodka coke; super duper nice manzxz.
stupid sia my second cousin;he dowan lend me his guitar;
when he doesn't even want use ._.
almost can stay over;just never bring my specs&contacts case.

then today i bought new things!
a new shirt from bossini;
which says :REVOLUTION, then some phrase below.
got some band jamming picture in the middle; $19.00
then my new backpack; $55.90
nicenice brown color.
lastly;a somewhat-gay spongebob water bottle;$6.95

i saw an elmo plushie at some shop;
planning to buy for melrize.

&&karkheng was right;
secondhand serenade is nice.

4days to her b'day!
5days to fencing camp!
can't wait; yeah(:

signing off;

maybe it's just me,
couldn't you believe,
that everything i said&did,
wasn't just deceiving.

went around telling around everyone i'd never fall in love. 9:06 PM